Sometimes I miss dating a guy. I used to think they were too clingy but now that I don’t have someone that’s clingy, I wish I did.

I miss my grandma. Maybe that’s why I can’t sleep at night. She’s the one person that understood me. Shes the one person that I wish I couldn’t have lost in my life. I’d give anything to have her here right now. I wish I had someone to talk to about this. But I can’t. I hold everything in. Every night I sit here and cry because I can’t talk to anyone. Every night I miss her.